Today was a bit of a somber day. I woke up at 5:00 a.m. and couldn’t go back to sleep. The Ex came by and grabbed the rest of the paperwork at 7:30a for the final hearing which was just 15 minutes later. I got a text from him at 8:01a saying that he’d get me my copy of the papers later. *sigh* I had a bit of a meltdown so I called my boss and told him there was no way I’d be able to work today. A few minutes later I called Bonnie at work and told her I wasn’t doing so great. She was amazing enough to drop everything and come hang out with me for about an hour. I tried to take a nap after she left but I couldn’t fall asleep. The reality of it all set in. I ended up taking a nap in the late afternoon/early evening but it wasn’t much.
I spent the evening playing with my doggies and loving them to bits. I’m sure they could feel my sadness & that’s the reason they stuck close by me all day. Right now one is cuddled up with two babies and the other is on an area run resting his head on a cookbook I have laying on the floor (I dunno… maybe he thinks the picture of meatloaf looks good). I gave Denzel the first dose his medicines today inside of cheese and peanut butter. Day 1 seems to be going well. I’m praying that the medicine will help him get better and he won’t experience the side effects of ACE inhibitor.
I managed to sneak in a few songs on Guitar Hero III a couple hours ago. I was WAY excited to find that they already have songs available for download. The first is a 3-pack of Foo Fighters songs. SCORE! I downloaded them and jammed to The Pretender immediately.