Minor Self Pity Party

Pity #1: The final hearing for my divorce is tomorrow morning at 7:45 a.m. Divorce #2, mind you.  I’m starting to feel like Ross from Friends.
Pity #2: Reggie (one of my furbabies – he’ll be 11 in a couple weeks) has a slight heart murmur & was diagnosed with the beginning stages of heart disease.
Pity #3: Denzel (my other furbaby – he’ll be 12 at the end of January) has a severe heart murmur & is in the middle stages of congestive heart failure. His heart is enlarged – the left larger than the right – and his lungs are filled with fluid.  The ACE inhibitor he has to take for his heart may cause kidney failure. The other med that gets rid of the fluid in his lungs is the doggie version of a water pill which means he’ll be drinking & urinating more often.

My eyes are puffy from crying since 6:45 a.m. and all I wanna do is snuggle up on the couch with my little stink bugs.  But guess what… I’m allergic to them so anything other than a few minutes of snuggle time results in me getting a sinus infection. :(

PS – To the limited audience that knows me personally has the balls to do so, save the lectures, I told you so’s, and unsolicited advice. Be supportive goddammit.

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One Response to Minor Self Pity Party

  1. Christina says:

    Hey there. Found you through the NaBloPoMo femail footballers group grin I am writing in here because I feel your pain with this one. I was also twice divorced by my mid-30s. And I had a child with each! But…a lotta years later and it’s all just fine. You probably know that. You probably also know that the first year is the hardest and then it starts to get better. Hugs and good luck and lotsa healing thoughts for you and your furry friends. I really like your blog!

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