Well, this is new-ish.

October feels like a bit of a new beginning for me. Birthday thing aside, the end of September felt like I was closing one door and opening another. Why? Well, in bullet points so I don’t go into too much detail for the gossip hounds…

This is the first time

  • living alone this long, ever. No humans. No pets. Just me. I don’t hate it but I don’t love it yet. I’m told I will.
  • I have a good playlist building that reminds me of absolutely no one.
  • all of my belongings have been in one place since I moved out of my house in 2001. And they’re all “mine”.
  • my “broken pieces” are finally starting to heal. (Being forced to deal with those pieces the past couple months was unnerving but worth it in the end.)
  • I don’t feel the urge to “flee” from my life or family.
  • in as long as I can remember, I truly feel at peace.
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